anyway, I'm 85 lbs. yay, yeah fucking right. why will I NEVER be satisfied? how sick am I? how many times do I need to go to the hospital? how many times do I need to go into treatment? It never works! I still end up here, wanting to be thinner and thinner and thinner. Thin is beautiful. Petite is beautiful.
It's not that I'm "PRO ANA" I'm just fucking "ANTI FAT"! anybody fell me there? or am i just being bitch becauseI I'm drunk and my coke dealer flaked on me tonight?
I"m tired of these wannarexics in OTHER communities asking me for tips on how to get to be "underwieght". Oh yeah it's real fun to be malnoruished and go into the hospital, be hooked up to an IV, then fed through a tube. Is that really some peoples dream? THat fucking baffles my malnourished drunk mind!!!
Cant someone just come through with my damn cocaine so I can be fucking happy tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!