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Jul. 10th, 2007

do you eat?


when is enough....enough?


anyway, I'm 85 lbs. yay, yeah fucking right. why will I NEVER be satisfied? how sick am I? how many times do I need to go to the hospital? how many times do I need to go into treatment? It never works! I still end up here, wanting to be thinner and thinner and thinner. Thin is beautiful. Petite is beautiful.
It's not that I'm "PRO ANA" I'm just fucking "ANTI FAT"! anybody fell me there? or am i just being bitch becauseI I'm drunk and my coke dealer flaked on me tonight?
I"m tired of these wannarexics in OTHER communities asking me for tips on how to get to be "underwieght".  Oh yeah it's real fun to be malnoruished and go into the hospital, be hooked up to an IV, then fed through a tube. Is that really some peoples dream? THat fucking baffles my malnourished drunk mind!!!
Cant someone just come through with my damn cocaine so I can be fucking happy tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jul. 9th, 2007



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Here we go

So as i haven't updated this group in a while..here are me stats
Cw:DK * no really not weighting myself till wednesday*
height: 5'5
lw: 96
hw: 117
gw N1: 105
gw N2: 100
once i have proudly accomplished that i will inform you girls<3


gross reality of mia

i found this on google..its kind of disturving so beware of that...but its true
to my fellow mia's

Jun. 28th, 2007


I want to stop

My boyfriend comes home the 21st of July ( well his not my official boyfriend yet, but i have met his parents and we are "dating")
so i want to get in the best shape AS POSSIBLE!
I think i am going to restrict to 500 like i used to do..
Breakfest (9 am)--Otmeal--100 cal
Lunch (12 am)--weight watchers english muffin(with no fat orenge cheese melted on it)--145
snack (3 pm)--small apple--80 cal
din din(6 pm)--yogot?--60 cal

eating every 3 hours.

that totels too...


Jun. 19th, 2007



Text Buddies....

I'd really like a few text buddies. For suppost etc, or maybe even just plain chatting.

519 - 292 - 9545

U don't have to reply to this. Just text

Jun. 5th, 2007


(no subject)

why on the earth am I not strong enough?!!

it is so hopeless...I hate myself - literally! I am such a looser. Everyone has me as a person who can reach every goal that wants...but that is just not the total truth. And I hate that. I don't have enough control...please what am I supposed to do?

I am so depressed, I dont see the way out, actually in. I can't stop vomiting...I would like to say someone for a help but then I am afraid of getting fatter and that I won't be able to be thin...cos That is really what I want. but I would like to not eat at all, at all!!

I am gonna die.
Please say me what to do.
Please tell me what to do, to eat nothing, just drinking. And than I won't have to vomit.
please say me that food is the greates eveil in the whole world for me.
please say me that 110 pounds is a lot too much for the girl who is 5'6! please tell me what to do.
all I want is to be beautiful and to reach the goal I have planed. that is all. But everyone around me are against me or they don't know yet what is in my mind and what is my life about.

May. 27th, 2007


hey girls

 hey ladies. hope you are all doing good with your diets. i have a question. i need some sort of diet so i lose 4 pound in two weeks. please girls i really need the help. oo and also i finf that if you are feeling dangerous cooking a big meal and wacthing other people eat it and like it takes your mind off of eating. i dont it helps me may help you to..

think thin!

May. 22nd, 2007


Question girls

Hey ladies just a lil questin,is nuts and raisons ok to snack on? because after like a fast or sumthing if i start to crave and binge can i have nuts? i know like theres quite a few calories there but its better then chocolate and junk plus its gd for your skin! watcha ya think? please answer girls and remember think thinnn xxxxxxxxx

May. 17th, 2007


(no subject)

OMG please help me!! i have to lose weight fast! i have to lose 5 pounds in a week. PLEASE TELL ME A GOOD DIET. i really need the support and help

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